Sunday, September 23, 2012

What really happened last year..


Readers sekalian, kalau anda follower blog ni dari mula, korang perasan URL dah bertukar. Selain tu, semua post sebanyak 70 lebih dah di remove. Ada suatu masa last year, aku dapat email, messages yang bertanyakan, kenapa sa susunod di private kan. so, here is why..

Well actually, I don't feel safe typing this. There are some people nearby whose been tracking and stalking me. I received a call this morning. Not a happy one. Lets just say, the same thing is happening again. I don't cherish being stalk. Especially when they make their moves. Last year was bad enough, I had to leave everything. Leave the people that I loved. Moved on. It's not easy. Behind this smile and laughter, a deep scar is buried inside.

There is this one bad thing keeps happening to me. People often feel I am a threat. Ever since I was in school, I get letters. "surat layang". Its always says the same, "keep yourself away from my boy". Once in college, I get a Facebook message asking me to stay away from her brother. I'm telling you, Its not cool at all. 

Last year the same thing happened except the message was not been given to me directly. People have their own way to scare you. Don't ask me what they did. It tear me apart every time I flashback. That's why I deactivate everything last year. 

So far, none confront me. They used technologies. 

Sometimes friends have the guts to ask, "you've change. what happened?" I'll just smile and say "I've grown up". 

You see, sometimes I keep everything to myself because I have problem trusting people lately. But I will still try to smile. Sometimes sarcastic words are thrown to me and even if I laugh, deep down, tears are shed. I keep telling people that they don't know me, but they thought they do. Not one person in this world, really knew me. Not a single living soul. *Sorry besties, I've been keeping too many things inside*

They say the best thing is to talk to friends. How should I know? None of them were really there for me. They are only doing their obligation as a friend.  *No hard feelings to those who does care* 

I used to have a best friend that listen to my problems. Then suddenly, all we knew was that we actually love each other and that destroyed everything after 5 years. I still love him though, despite what happened. 

I had enough of strangers calling me, asking questions, telling me things I already knew. Saying things like "you should know better before you get involve" The heck! Sometimes I don't even understand what these people are talking about!

That is also one of the reason I'm working and doing a part-time degree. To fresh start everything. I thought I was clean. But a call this morning send shivers to my spine. I guess trouble is with me forever. 

Do me a favor will ya? Don't act like you care. Coz I don't even care about myself anymore

Monday, September 17, 2012

God gives us the Earth for us to share. Thats why we have pets

Assalamualaikum and Hi..!

*clear throat*

Today, I would like to share some favorite websites. This is strictly for animal lovers.

hmm... korang tahu tak selain dari SPCA dan PAWS , ada beberapa lagi tempat untuk kita adopt haiwan peliharan. I, as an animal lover, it feels like I need to share this information with people arount the globe.

but first thing first!

I must say how disappointing it is to know that there are some people who claim themselves to be very clean therefore they say pets are pest. Bloody hell these people! God doesn't gives you the world for you to live alone. You must share! As the most brilliant creature, (I suppose) human must protect the earth.

FYI, there is this one thing that we call a nature. Living things around us that gives balance to the world we live in. You go through your daily life without knowing that there is a cycle had been happening even when you are asleep. These cycles had been supplying oxygen and food for human. 


This is a big issue for 'clean people'. They say stray cats brings germs, bacteria, sickness and many more. Do you think they ask to be stray animals? Do you expect SPCA and PAWS to save each and everyone of them? Where is your role then? Owh I know, you are the one who spray the cats with paper spray aren't you? You also kicked them, right? It happened before my very own eyes. It felt like I want to take the paper spray and spray her eyes! Let see how you'll react.

I know sometimes cats bother you while you are eating and it gets to your nerve. Hey, they don't ask for a plate of your meal, they don't ask for a new meal, they don't ask for you to surrender what you are having, THEY ARE ONLY ASKING FOR YOUR SYMPATHIES TO SHARE A PINCH OF WHAT YOU ARE EATING.

Animals never dump people   

If they don't come back, they are lost or somebody has taken them home. 

There are many websites for you to check out during your free time. (Instead of stalking, why not we pay attention to what some generous people are doing) These are all non-profit organisation that has the initiative to help animals and also people. I wish one day I have a shelter of my own. 

Adopting a pet is a commitment that comes with joy. 



The very famous PAWS. It's in Subang, near the airport. I went there once. Full of pets waiting to be adopt. 


btw, I'll give you a some tips that I read in the internet on how to create a multipet household. which means how you can keep more than one type of pet at home.


Another famous organisation that has been helping animals since years ago. They are very similar with PAWS. They organize events, they sponsor animal shows. 

Pet Finder in a website. They do not have a building that I know off. People who wants to give away their pets will create a profile and upload information of their pet(s). Some people sell their pets here, some are giving them away for free for some reasons like 'they are moving overseas and they are not allowed to bring pets' so they need to give them away. For example;

the owner name is there, with the human face. the cats photos will be uploaded too. Information about the pets will be given and the reason for giving them away is there too. Some are free, as you can see. Some are with fees. There are for adoption, for sell, lost & found animals, adopted and sold. There are also animals other than cats and dogs. Rabbits, small animals, reptiles, hamsters.

I just found out about this website. Located in Taman Melawati, Kuala Lumpur. They even offer boarding service. Check it out! 

*Mima was the one who introduced me to this website* offers so many topics and many had failed to notice PET WONDERLAND at the Lifestyle section. It is so great! There are many information about all kinds of animal. This is 'adoption thread' where people wants to sell or give away their pets. You must know that the latest post will be in the last page. 

Mima adopt Lemon from a guy she found while she was looking for free guinea pigs at But then she gave Lemon to me. hehehehe.. Lemon is safe and sound in my room, eating, sleeping, wheeking for food everyday. I'm so happy to have Mojo and Lemon with me. They are so cute. Sometimes I hug and talk to them. Don't know of they understand but pets are there to listen because they are here as our companion. And I'm glad to have them.

dah tahu mana nak amek gambar sebenarnya.. twitter jerr..

Cute giler. Cute sampai giler!!

here is the link for tips to people who wants both cat and dog.  Multipet household 

So everyone, adopt a pet. They can help you to feel less lonely. 

Remember, Animals Never Dump People.

p/s: My family have 21cats, 3 hamsters (used to be 27 but I gave them away through Petfinder) and 2 guinea pigs. Most of the cats used to be stray cats, some are cats that people dumped in many places)

Love them, 

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Rakyat Malaysia yang hilang rasa hormat


jengggjenggjenggg!!!! kalau sampai si Asmira ni dah nak buat entri, mesti hot topik punya!

As most Malaysian know, isu terhangat yang sedang membuak-buak bara api nya adalah isu 'PIJAK KEPALA PERDANA MENTERI '. Yang buat benda tu lagi teruk, dorang melakukan perbuatan tersebut pada malam kemerdekaan. Mari kita ikuti apa kata Asmira Ramlan

pada yang tak tahu apa2, watch that video

Baiklah pembaca semua..

Isu kita disini bukan bangsa atau agama. Sebab kalau soal bangsa kita sebagai warga Malaysia, banyak sangat bangsa yang kita ada. bak kata Harith Iskandar 'Melayu, Cina, India dan lain2' begitu juga soal agama.


Korang, kalau tak suka pemimpin pun, tak payah la sampai pijak kepala. Ye dok? puas ke pijak2 kepala orang tu? bukan betul2 kepala pon, gambar je! 3D pun tidak!! respect la mereka sikit. kau tak rasa kesusahan menjadi orang2 politik.


Nak kata semua muda remaja bujang anak dara pon tidak. Cuba tengok balik video tu. Sebaya ngan mak ayah aku agaknya. haiiiyaaa... Tak de plan lain ke nak dibuat malam merdeka tu? Kalau duk uma pun kat tv tu banyak movie best tau. Mak bapak yang bawak anak memijak2 ni pun ada. apa ke bangang sangat kau bagi contoh kat anak kau?


Yang sampai ada bawak bendera Malaysia ciptaan sendiri tu kenapa? Dah la malam merdeka, kau patotnya kibarkan JALUR GEMILANG, bukan bendera yang ala2 bendera Indonesia tu. Pembaca semua ada tengok bendera Malaysia ciptaan mereka tu mcam mana? Masyaallah... Sampai hati dorang khianat jalur gemilang, dan buat bendera sendiri yang langsung takde jalur. Weyh, setiap jalur, warna dan simbol pada jalur gemilang tu dah diikhtiar 55 tahun lepas tahu tak? Berani2 kau je buat bendera sendiri.


Niat untuk menjadikan Malaysia sebagai negara republik. Korang ni betul ke nak jadikan corak pemerintahan kita macam Indonesia? macam negara2 republik lain? mungkin dalam masa terdekat rakyat banyak untung, tapi pikir untuk masa depan boleh tak? Negara2 lain punya la sanjung pemerintahan kita yang demokrasi ni, kenapa kita sebagai rakyat perlu membantah?


apa kes ni nak derhaka ngan sultan ke hapa? Jangan la bantah. mereka itu berdaulat. dari nenek moyang kita sultan2 di letakkan tempat yang tertinggi. Aku ada la terbaca ada pihak yang mempertikai sultan Selangor. awak2 semua, kalau pun Sultan kita ada buat salah, itu antara dia dengan Pencipta. kita tak payah jadi orang tengah. Mereka buat kerja mereka, kita buat kerja kita. Mereka adalah golongan terpilih, darah diraja. Tanah ni, tanah mereka. Kita rakyat, tak sama merah darahnya. 


PM tu, bukan lah bapak aku ke, pakcik aku ke, tapi aku marah + geram sangat bila tengok video tu. Padan muka mamat yang tunjuk bontot dia kat gambar Najib. Berita hari ni mengatakan dia dibuang kolej. Minah baju merah tu, dah serah diri kat polis dah pun. itu laa, bila buat tak pikir panjang. mabuk sangat agaknya malam merdeka tu sampai sanggup buat benda yang memalukan macam tu. Korang ingat, kerajaan akan diam je ke korang buat macam tu? sorang2 kerajaaan akan carik, selidik. silap2 ada yang kena buang kerja ke apa nanti. jangan la carik pasal..

Kita tak tahu apa yang terjadi disebalik parlimen dan politik. memang betul - tak semua yang pemerintah cakap itu betul sahaja bulat2, tapi kita ni kerdil. kita ni rakyat. rakyat yang bayar cukai, rakyat yang terima subsidi, yang terima bantuan dari kerajaan. susah sangat ke untuk kita tunjuk hormat kita? susah ke untuk kita respect our superior? memang semua tu politik semata, kita yang tidak berada dalam kerusi tersebut, tak payah sibuk2 nak bangkang sangat. kenapa? PM curik 6juta dari akaun kau ke?

kalau ada yang teramat tak boleh menerima pemerintah kita, satu je cara yang aku nampak sekarang; KELUAR DARI MALAYSIA, PERGI DUDUK NEGARA LAIN. kau rasa Malaysia ni teruk kan? pergi la duk tempat lain. pergi duk Singapore. baru kau rasa macam mana disiplin Singaporean. takde pun mereka sibuk nak buat Bersih ka, Kotor ka, tunjuk perasaan ka hapa. pastu sibuk cakap "kenapa la semua negara kenal Singapore tapi bukan Malaysia?" kau pikir la sendiri. dengan pemerintah pun tak reti nak hormat, kau nak harapkan macam2..?

makin dipikir, sakit hati. tak paham macam mana ada rakyat yang boleh buat benda macam tu tanpa pikirkan kesannya. 

pikirkan la apa yang terbaik untuk semua, bukan untuk parti korang, bukan untuk bangsa korang, tapi untuk semua rakyat Malaysia. okay? tak mo la kita jadi seperti mereka yang tak reti hormat orang, tak bersivik. nanti apa kata negara luar..?

signing off,